It's been a hell of a year for me. There was always something around the corner. Sure, things were not always all bad... I met new friends, went to Bromo with mom & dad, had nice talks while playing scopa, and even more interesting talk in Bandung. But when it was bad.. let's just say I wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy.
All I know, I just have to be patient and thing will eventually change. Nothing lasts forever.